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Help Me Letting (You) Go

I’ve been through so much in my life, I’ve never thought that the only thing that always make me weak is something called: male/boy/man. Whether it’s an actual feeling or a temporary crush.

I always fall that fast for someone although I’ve consciously warned myself that I shouldn’t fall too fast but still, I cannot save my own self. I always fall, then hurt. Again and again.

“Funny how the heart can be deceiving
More than just a couple times
Why do we fall in love so easy?
Even when it’s not right” 

(Try, Pink)

I always say this thing lately: loneliness and love are two things that are hardly to be differentiated lately. Is it love or the lonely feeling that keeps making me fall so fast? Is it love or the lonely feeling that not making me walking away after I heard the truth? Is it love or the lonely feeling that keeps telling me that I should give it one more try? Is it love or the lonely feeling that keeps me here even when I know I’m not the one?

Maybe I just want to feel loved. Maybe I just want to feel wanted. Maybe I just want to have someone to go at the end of the day. Maybe I just want to be protected. Maybe I just want to have someone who is afraid to lose me. Maybe I just want to have someone who makes me his only one. Maybe.

I understand there is always a reason why something’s happened but I really wish to know it sooner to make it feels easier if letting go is finally the only answer for everything.

Yes.. Someone should tell you..

(via fabfm)

“You know the reason you’re scared? Because you want to be with me too”

(via sayyestolove)

The Closure

So.. Last time I went to a wedding of one of my good friends, they told us how they fell in love and finally decided to get married. I remember the groom said this to the bride at the old day.

“You can play around and have any relationship with any guy, but when in the end you’ve finally tired of playing around, please come back to me and let’s have a relationship with me because I’ll be right here waiting for you”

The Closure.

Everybody must have ever wished to be someone’s last. Being the first is nice, but being the last is precious. The questions are: Are we waiting for the right person? How do we know if the person we’re waiting for is really the one for the last? Often we are blinded by “love” which sometimes is hardly differentiated from LONELINESS. We find this person oh so funny, has a super charming smile, say things you miss to hear and bammmm.. your heart decide to fall for him. The next step is when you’ve found out the “dark side”. Some people choose to walk away and the rest choose to stay. And for them who stay, this is when the “waiting” part begins. Whether you are waiting for the right person or not, only time can tell. Whether you decide to stay along the way or give up, only you can tell yourself to. What happens along the way is what helps you to decide.

We are often waiting for this: a person to change. There’s no guarantee for how long will you have to wait for this to happen. Why? Because sometimes it is not that they have changed but you have changed your level of acceptance means they are not changed at all.

We are also like to wait for a person to finally done “playing around”. If you are lucky enough, that person will finally come back to you after he does his things and realize that you’re his omega. But don’t you forget about the ugly truth. He who you have been waiting for so long finally finds his happy ending with another girl. Sad but it happens.

So what kind of closure will finally happen to us?

Only time can tell.

What kind of closure has finally happened to you?

You tell me.